I finally fell in love…
This morning, on my way to work, I had a moment that changed everything. As I listened to Heaven on Earth by Sinmidele, I realized something profound—I am in love with God, truly, deeply in love with Him.
For the first time in all my years, I can say that God has my heart completely.
I first gave my life to Christ as a young child and was baptized. Then, in college, I rededicated my life to Him. But my relationship with God after that? It was up and down—a hot mess, if I’m honest. But that’s a story for another day. The point is, I’ve known God for a long time, I’m not new to Christianity. I’m not new to serving, worshiping, prayer, or fasting, but for the first time, the Holy Spirit tapped my spirit and whispered, Do you notice that?
You’ve finally fallen in love with God.
And that’s what He’s been waiting for all along.
I could have cried tears of joy in that moment because it was such a powerful yet subtle revelation. Suddenly, it all made sense. Over the years, I’ve thought many times that I had finally surrendered everything to God, only for Him to ask for more. And now, I understand what that more was.
Don’t get me wrong—I haven’t “arrived.” There’s still work to be done, but I can confidently say that my desire for Him and my longing to please Him are stronger than ever. These past few months haven’t been all bliss, but in dedicating myself to the Lord like never before, He has truly transformed my heart.
I look forward to sharing more about my spiritual journey and the things I’ve been working on, but for now, I just had to let you know—I’ve finally found The One. And He’s been right in front of me all along. Loving me. Protecting me. Growing me. Correcting me. Favoring me. Waiting for me—through all the mess, and all the ups and downs. And I am beyond grateful.
I’m not sure where you are in your journey with Christ or what your relationship with Him looks like, but I pray that you give Him a real chance to steal your heart. To fall in love with Him. Because I promise you—it will be the best decision you will ever make.
I don’t know when I’ll pop back in, but I want to leave you with this question:
What’s the worst that could happen if you went all in and gave the perfect God an opportunity to reveal Himself to you like never before?